i am in love
with the idea of you
i love the illusion
i created of you
i crave what
you represent
unattainable, untouched
focused, determined
unswayable, impenetrable
i could bleed in front of you
and you won't even flinch
i could write
a million lines
and dedicate each word to you
and you won't be moved
i won't stir you,
i can't rattle you
i can look at you
and stare you down
for as long as i can
and you won't bow down to me
won't even nod your head
to acknowledge me
you are as proud
as i am too meek
in your over powering presence

to you i am not a knight,
you are not in distress. . .

i love that i don't influence you
i love that you are the
exact opposite of me
i am inlove with the thought
that although i am complete
you balance me,

i am whole without you,
but with you i can take
on the world,
it better be ready when i do