i guess it
won't be easy
to start over
to move forward
without even a
glance back
to fix my eyes
on the road ahead
and not look back
at the path i am leaving
to walk onwards
when it feels like
both feet are chained
to where i'm standing
to stop myself
from running back
force myself
to stop thinking
about what happened
the what ifs
the what could have beens
and concentrate on
making new memories
creating another story
where the ending
is beyond me

we knew where
we were heading right?
where the page
is supposed to finish
we knew even before
we started, ours was
a tragedy

i know it would
probably be one of
the toughest things
i would have to endure
but for your sake
and for my own
i have to start writing
a different saga

one that doesn't
begin and end with you