probably her eyes,
i've never seen it, not shining
even when she's tired,
or pissed, or not sober,
always animated,
i am afraid to look deeper
i could get lost in them
and never find my way back
or maybe it is her quiet strength
she looks so fragile, so breakable
like anyone could sway her,
ask her to do their bidding
and she will follow,
but she's not frail, far from it
she has a mind of her own
her determination is astounding
she knows what she wants
and she goes for it, i envy that
she fascinates me,
in a way no else has
intriguing, captivating
i am the queen of glib
but she still manages
to have me at a loss for words,
not an easy task
she speaks and everyone
takes notice,
ah, when she smiles
the world sits and gazes in awe

i sometimes watch her
when she's not looking
desperate to unlock
the mysteries she has
bubbling just under the surface
but i'm not allowed to
so i just look on

what makes her so special?
hmmmmm, what the hell doesn't?