i still cry . . .
whenever i'm alone and i think of you
of all that i'll miss
your face, your smell, the taste of your lips
you, tucked under my chin
sleeping so peacefully
i whisper to you
and even in your dreams you tell me you love me too. . .

i still bleed. . .
all those times i know you'll see him, be with him
i often wonder do you even still think about me
when you hold him, when you kiss him
when you look into his eyes do you remember what mine looked like?
when you smile at him or when you laugh
are you happier now than when you loved me?

i still ache. . .
whenever i remember the moments we spent with each other
when we swore we will hold on till forever
when i could still quiet down your fears
and wipe away each and every tear
when i was still your hero
the one you could never let go. . .

i am oh so weak. . .

but you will never see me break down now
put up a fight and stand my ground to stop you now
i may be weak but pride is all i've got now
you'll see me smile and hear me laugh
i'll be all better now

even if it is all pretend, just as long as it will make it easier on you

you'll think i have moved on
even if i'm stuck where you left me
i'll swallow my sobs
even if they choke me
you'll think that i'm happy
even if it kills me