i keep on waiting. . .
you keep on fighting
sooner or later
something has to give

will it be you?
god i hope so
i hope you realize in time
that i am all you'll ever need

like i know that you
are everything i have always wanted
that although i may seem to have a lot
it all feels bleak without you

will it be me?
i could tell you that i don't think so
that i would hold on
till you change your mind

i would've said that, a few days ago i would've probably promised you that. . .

but it is indeed
getting harder and harder to breathe
i try to remind you
that i love you, everytime i could
but my words seem to fall
on deaf ears and you
keep on moving too far out of my reach
you lay beside me but i feel 
like i'm losing you
every minute, every second

and i'm the only one fighting. . .

i would stay
if i knew you wanted me to
if i see that you are waiting for me too
if i feel your hands holding on to me
your eyes worried that you might lose me too. . .

all i can hear is you walking away
little by little, every damn day
and it's sad to see my dream drift away
but it is so much harder to beg you to stay when all you want is break away. . .

i hope you get your peace. . .
i hope you relish your freedom. . .
i hope you stumble on contentment. . .
i hope you finally find your happiness. . .

and i hope it was all worth it. . .