pink(you will always be pink to me),

hi.
how have you been?
you keep saying you are ok whenever i ask, i hope you are really doin' great.
i know you have been through a whole lot
too much, too soon, i wish i could've done more for you
but you suddenly shut me out, shut everyone out.
i guess it's your way of coping.
you wanna rebuild everything that was destroyed.
your ego, your pride, your self esteem,
everything that was broken. . .
your spirit, your will, your heart. . .
and you have to do it all on your own.
it is a very long and ardous process,
but you are up for it, you are willing to work your damnest
your hardest so you can become whole again, full again.
i applaud you for that, i am amazed.
i knew you were brave, but what you are attempting is beyond courageous.
like what i keep telling you, i hope this works out for you.
scratch that, i know this will work out for you.
you are stonger than you think.
and in the off chance that you find it too difficult
in some parts, we are just around here somewhere
all you have to do is ask.
we are still friends right?
i know i told you that i wanted to be more than that,
i still do, however, i can still play the role of a friend if need be
i just wanted to remind you.
i'm sorry if lately i haven't said much.
i feel you need the quiet more than anything, atleast for now.
take your time, sometimes, it's all you need.
i'll just be right here.
you told me not to wait
that i have nothing to wait for
i have nothing else to do anyway.
maybe you'll change your mind,
then again, maybe you won't
a lot can happen between now and whenever it is that you'll become all better
i wanna still stick around.
okay?


i'll be seeing you.