are you just
testing me?
trying to see
how far i would go
trying to gauge
how much i can take
how hard
i will hold on to you
trying to find out
what my threshold is
how many rejections
how many no's
how many maybe's
before i fold
call it a day
move on to the next
to an easier task
lesser evil
are you just waiting
for me to call it quits
for everything
to be too much to bear
for me to walk away?
do you just wanna know
if i'm more scared
to lose you
or if my greater fear
is to lose myself?
are you trying to see
if i will rise
to the occassion
answer to the challenge
of making you stay?
is this a game to you?
who will break first
who will give in
who can fight the hardest
who will bleed more
who can change
the other's mind?

well, game on. . .

oh i forgot
you are unattached. . .
totally unaffected. . .
my bad.