i'm sorry. . .
for a while there
i forgot
that you and i
were done
over, we've had enough
we have moved on
to a somewhat better place
you have slipped away
and all i could
do was watch
the hello's are
somewhat shallow now
an automatic reply
to the never ending hi's
gone were the days
when we couldn't
even bring ourselves
to think of saying bye
now it's lucky if
we can even wave
and smile

it's not the same eh?
will it ever be the same?
do you really think
that we could ever
get past all the bitterness,
all the disappointments,
all the hopes that
were crushed
as we gently bid
farewell?

i am not supposed
to miss you anymore
i am not supposed
to want you even more
you are not mine
you never were
and as i lay
in silent slumber
i know, you never
will be mine