my head. . .
don't,
she'll just break you
she'll squeeze you
and she won't stop
until she has your final drop
she will bend you
pull you left
then push you right
lift you high
then she'll let go of you
and watch you bleed
stare at you as you very gingerly
try to get up
and when you do
she'll walk all over you again
and she'll do all these
so innocently, so candidly
that you won't even think
she's to blame, she's at fault
she's out of your league,
just let it go. . .

my heart. . .
she can't break you,
you can take it
just hang in there
she is worth it
it might not be as easy
as you would've liked
but wouldn't it be sweeter
if you had to go through all the struggle?
you don't have to bend you know,
you can just sway, just go with the flow
see where it leads you,
be adventurous, don't be too cautious
life is fleeting
better grab what you could
and hope it's enough
she might be the one. . .

what to do?

i don't know.
i'm as conflicted as
i have ever been
the battle continues
i think i'll just watch,
but i'm rooting for my heart