will "we" happen,
or am i again
just wasting precious time?
am i placing my bet
on the wrong thing again,
shall i wager
and ultimately lose again?
i am so tired
of putting everything on the line
for something so fragile,
for someone so indefinite,
are you certain now?
are you even ever sure?

i can rant all i want
i can say i am too used up
i could even tell you
i wanna quit,
i wanna walk away from you,
just cut my loses, and go
i can say all that
but you and i know. . .

i am a gambler,
i am addicted, more
to the risk than to winning
however high the odds
are stacked up against me
i'd bet on you,
i will always do