We were never meant to be lovers,
We just mirrored each others self-destructiveness. . .

when i look at you
i see myself. . .
we share a need
to feed each others greed
i look meek
but we both know
that behind all
the quiet and sometimes
blind acceptance
i am as bad as you are
as cruel, as capable of lies
as self indulgent
i am better at pretense
i am much worse
because i hide behind
a sweet, innocent facade
everyone thinks
that i am much deeper,
i have more to offer
but we both know
inside i'm an empty shell
i can be as unfeeling
as a heart
frozen, buried in ice

i am nothing
not extraordinary,
not charmed
i am cursed,
destined to mimic,
unoriginal, unspecial

i know you see that,
run fast, i'll just break you. . .
and i might even do it intentionally