girlfriend,

hi there.
how's the weather?
it wasn't sunshiny yesterday,
i hope today is better.

i'm sorry i was such a jerk.
i can't help but feel frustrated
i know you are doing the best that you can
i see that, i feel that
it's just that sometimes, i fail to see the silver lining.
for all my optimism, there are days that
even i feel a bit uncertain.
no, i do not doubt how you feel
i know that it is real, as real as it can ever get.
it's not that.
i just miss you so damned much.
i may have reacted a bit odd, really sorry about that.

it's never gonna be perfect.
nothing ever is.
i get too sensitive sometimes
you get too defensive
you'll have your mood swings
and i'll have my angry days
there would be times where
you and i will be terribly tired
from work, from life, from everything else
the way we argue over the simplest things,
we are bound to clash more than once
just be patient with me okay?
i will do my share of looking the other way too.

you will get cranky
i will get impatient
we will be on the brink
of giving up one time or two
you will suddenly go quiet
and i will get into your nerves
i will have my moments
and you definitely will have yours
it does not mean that
we'll love each other less

it's not an exact science,
there are no formulas,
no measurements,no theories
that would allow us to make it all easier
it is complicated, it will always be that
but we'll work it out
you're level headed and i'm creative
we'll figure something out
we are two very stubborn people
universe does not stand a chance (hehehehe).

i love you jhing.
and you love me too(i still do not know why).

could you please never get tired of putting up with me?