hey,

you have asked this before
i have answered it
but you seem to have forgotten
let me refresh your memory (short term memory loss, your excuse to everything, hahaha)

why you?

i'm not really sure.

maybe it's because you get me.
without me having to explain what i mean.
i can be myself with you.
my silly, obsessive, sometimes pathetic self.
i can tell you everything.
my hopes, my dreams (yeah i should lay off on some of them, i know), my frustrations.
and you can tell me everything too.
we bicker, quite a lot.
you question everything i say.
you fight with me on every little thing.
but at the end of the day, you get me to admit where i got it wrong.
and i get you to acknowledge that sometimes you don't have it all right.
on really tough ones, we agree to disagree.
your aim is not to see it your way
and you simply cannot be swayed
we have a stand on everything
and they are not always the same
we are not each other's yes man, and that is refreshing.

or maybe it's because
of your eyes, dark brown (it's common, you would argue, i know, i'd be more surprised if you don't) they have seen the world at an odd view.
they light up when you laugh, they turn deadly when you're mad.
i've seen them glistening with unshed tears.
they have a way of seeing right through me.

maybe it's your lips.
the way they tilt when you smile.
you have this habit of biting down on them when you're uncomfortable, or when you're thinking (they distract me, but what the heck)

it could be because you are a little deaf sometimes, i have to repeat what i say hmmmm, a couple of times maybe (but this is very rare, like every 5 minutes or so, hahahaha). or maybe because you get annoyed too easy. or maybe because you fall asleep anytime, anywhere (i know, really, really tired, it's ok).

because you are you. you curse too much but you apologize right after. you get hurt deeply, but you can't help but forgive too easily. you get irritated, you get mad but you calm down in a matter of minutes. you are a masochist, a sadist, a crazy little girl, my crazy little girl. you are a walking, breathing contradiction.

because i can talk to you all day and still miss you, even before i put the phone down.

i never can win any argument with you but that's okay, i don't feel as if i lost anyway.

you make me feel scared and brave, foolish and wise, strong and weak all at the same time.

you make me fall in love with you over and over again.

why you?

funny, i do not think i got to decide on that (fate, okay? universe, yeah, him again). . .

and even if i did, i would be stupid to not choose you.