it's heart wrenching,
everytime i have
to let your
hand go
whenever i have
to turn my
back again
and walk
far, far away
from where you
are standing. . .

it's never easy
looking the other way
when all
i really want
is to keep
staring at you
so i just
try and memorize
the contours
of your face,
so i won't forget
till i can
see you again. . .

i can only wave,
my smile
pasted firmly
i can't let
you know that
it kills me
everytime i have
to say goodbye again
i have mastered
the art of showing
no emotion at all
you shouldn't know. . .

that each time
i ride home
on my own
i feel more lonely
every time i leave
your steps,
i feel more empty. . .

the bittersweet cycle
of hi's and goodbye's

i wish someday
it will just be hello. . .