why me?

out of everyone in the world, all 6 billion plus of them, why choose me?

i am nothing special. so ordinary it's bordering on boring. i do not have anything to offer that has never been offered before. i do not have movie star looks. i don't have an attitude that rocks. i am not that well-off. i'm no genius. i am no sir gallahad. i sin like everyone else.

but i'll. . .

make you smile, when you feel like it's the end of the world. make you laugh, at my mishaps and yours. hold your hand, my fingers will fit yours perfectly. let you cry on my shoulders. kiss you on the temple. hug you when you feel like it. watch over you when you sleep. pour you coffee in the morning. sit quietly and listen when you rant. tease you mercilessly. apologize when i may have done or said something wrong. admit my mistakes. point out your mistakes. butt heads with you but give in when i know you are right. watch your favorite tv show. go shopping with you and try not to complain too much. bully you. allow you to bully me sometimes. fight with you. make up with you. stare at the moon with you. walk with you on the beach and wait for the sun to rise. be beside you when you wake up. be proud of you. tell you, you are beautiful every single day.

i will love you fiercely.

even when you tell me you do not think you are worth it.

i will give you my heart. it ain't perfect. it is rough around the edges. but it will be yours. all of it. you can do with it what you want

all you have to do is take it. . .

go on and take it.